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Chapter 5

I sat in Mia’s car, staring at the house I’d lived in for eight years, and told Jake everything.

The custody fight. The burner phone. The photos. Ryan’s lies.

When I finished, Jake was quiet for a long time.

Then he said, “That son of a bitch. I’ve worked with him on community projects. I thought he was a good guy.”

“He’s not. He’s trying to paint me as an unfit mother. An adulteress. Crazy.”

“Then I’ll testify,” Jake said immediately. “I’ll tell the judge there’s nothing between us. I’ll tell him Ryan called me, tried to get me to lie. Whatever you need.”

Tears stung my eyes.

“Jake, thank you. You have no idea how much this means.”

“Hey, that’s what friends are for. And for the record? You’re the best mom I know. Noah’s lucky to have you.”

We hung up, and Mia squeezed my hand.

“See? We’ve got people on our side.”

I wanted to believe her.

But the fear was still there, cold and tight in my chest.

Ryan was a cop. He had power. He had friends. He had months of planning behind him.

All I had was a burner phone, a young lawyer, and my sister.

That afternoon, we went to pick Noah up from the police station.

He ran to me the second he saw me, throwing his little arms around my waist.

“Mommy! I missed you so much!”

“I missed you too, baby. More than anything.”

I knelt down and hugged him, breathing in the smell of his shampoo and mint chocolate chip ice cream.

Then I saw the bruise on his upper arm.

It was a dark purple handprint, wrapped around his bicep, big enough to be an adult’s.

My blood ran cold.

“Noah,” I said, gentle, touching the bruise. “Where did this come from?”

He pulled his arm away, his eyes darting to the side.

“Nothing. I fell.”

“Noah, look at me.”

I lifted his chin so he had to meet my eyes.

“Did Grandma do this? Or Dad?”

His lower lip trembled.

“Grandma got mad because I asked when I could come home. She grabbed my arm and said if I told you, she’d make sure I never saw you again.”

I saw red.

I stood up, Noah clinging to my hand, and marched toward Ryan, who was leaning against the wall talking to a fellow deputy.

He saw me coming and pushed off the wall, smiling.

“Hey, how was—”

I slapped him as hard as I could.

The sound echoed through the station lobby.

Ryan’s head snapped to the side. The deputy next to him stepped forward, hand on his gun, but Ryan held up a hand to stop him.

He touched his cheek, his eyes dark with rage.

“You just made a big mistake, Clara.”

“Did you know?” I said, my voice shaking. “Did you know your mother bruised my son? Did you tell her to threaten him?”

The lobby went quiet.

Every cop in the room was watching.

Ryan’s smile faded.

“Noah fell,” he said, loud enough for everyone to hear. “You know how clumsy he is. You’re just making things up to make me look bad.”

“I’m not making anything up! Look at his arm!”

I held up Noah’s arm, the purple bruise clear for everyone to see.

One of the female deputies stepped forward, her face tight.

“Deputy Carter,” she said to Ryan. “Can I talk to you for a minute?”

She pulled him aside, and I could see her talking to him in sharp, quiet tones. He kept shaking his head, but I saw the flicker of worry in his eyes.

For the first time, I thought maybe he wasn’t as untouchable as he thought.

Mia pulled me and Noah out of the station before anything else could happen.

We drove back to her house, and Noah fell asleep in the backseat again, exhausted.

When we got inside, Janice was waiting for us on the porch, her face grim.

“I just got off the phone with Ryan’s lawyer,” she said. “He’s adding child abuse to the list of claims against you.”

I stared at her.

“*What*?”

“He says you grabbed Noah’s arm too hard when you picked him up. He says the bruise is yours. He has a statement from Linda backing him up. And he’s asking the judge to revoke your visitation rights entirely.”

I sank down onto the porch step, my legs giving out.

“How can he do that? It’s a lie! Everyone saw the bruise! The female deputy saw it!”

“Deputy Carter’s word carries a lot of weight in this county, Clara. We need more than just your word against his. We need proof. We need that forensic report on the phone. We need the cloud backup of the camera footage. We need something that shows he’s lying.”

That night, I lay awake next to Noah, watching him sleep.

His arm was curled around his T-Rex, his face peaceful for the first time all day.

I thought about the bruise.

I thought about the messages.

I thought about Ryan, using his badge, his friends, his own mother, to destroy me.

And I realized something.

I couldn’t just sit back and wait for the system to work.

The system was broken.

It was time to fight back.

The next morning, I called Janice.

“I need you to find everything you can about Ryan’s past. Marriages. Jobs. Arrests. Anything. He’s too good at this. He’s done it before.”

Janice was quiet for a second.

“Clara, that could take weeks.”

“We don’t have weeks. We have five days until the hearing.”

Then I called Jake.

“Can you do me a favor? Ryan used police databases to look up my information, to track me. Can you get access to those records? Prove he misused his authority?”

Jake didn’t hesitate.

“I’ve got a friend in IT. I’ll see what I can do.”

And then I did the scariest thing I’d ever done.

I typed Ryan’s full name into Facebook.

Ryan James Carter.

I scrolled through his friends list, looking for anyone I didn’t recognize.

And then I saw her.

A woman named Sarah Miller, living in Atlanta.

Her profile picture was of her holding a little girl with Ryan’s eyes.

I clicked on Sarah’s profile.

And in her “About” section, under “Relationship Status,” it said: Divorced from Ryan Carter.

I froze.

Ryan had told me he’d never been married before me.

He’d told me I was his first.

I clicked on Sarah’s photos.

There was a wedding photo of her and Ryan, taken twelve years ago, a year before we met.

There were photos of the little girl, Lila, now ten years old.

And there was a post from three years ago: Seven years since I lost my daughter. Seven years of fighting. Seven years of being called crazy. One day, I’ll get her back.

My hands shook as I typed a message to Sarah.

*Hi. My name is Clara Hale. I’m married to Ryan Carter. Or I was. He’s trying to take my son from me, just like he took your daughter. Please. I need your help.*

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I hit send.

And then I waited.

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