Chapter 8

The phone slipped from James’ hand.
It hit the table with a loud clatter.
Lily jumped.
I grabbed the phone.
My hands were shaking so bad I could barely hold it.
The little girl in the photo was six years old.
Same curly brown hair as Lily.
Same blue eyes as James.
Same little dimple in her chin that I had.
She was wearing a faded pink dress, standing in front of a run-down trailer in the middle of nowhere.
She was smiling, but her eyes were sad.
I’d never seen her before.
But I knew.
God help me, I knew.
This was our daughter.
The one Margaret had taken.
The one we’d never known existed.
“Who is that, Mommy?” Lily asked, leaning over to look.
I quickly locked the phone and put it face down on the table.
“No one, baby. Just a wrong number.”
I looked at James.
His face was as white as a sheet.
“Margaret,” he whispered.
He picked up the phone and called the number back.
Straight to voicemail.
A generic, automated voice.
He called Detective Rao.
“Get over here now. She’s contacted us again. She has her. Margaret has our daughter.”
Detective Rao was at the house in twenty minutes.
We showed him the photo.
He zoomed in on the background.
The trailer had a license plate sitting on the porch.
He sent the photo to forensics.
An hour later, they had a match.
The plate was registered to a woman named Darlene Miller.
She lived in a small town three hours west of the city.
Detective Rao called the local sheriff’s department.
They went to the trailer immediately.
We waited.
And waited.
And waited.
Every second felt like an hour.
Lily fell asleep on the couch, exhausted.
Clara came over and sat with us, holding our hands.
Finally, at two in the morning, Detective Rao’s phone rang.
He answered it, listening intently.
Then he hung up and looked at us.
“They found her.”
I let out a sob.
James pulled me into his arms.
“Is she okay?” I asked. “Is our baby okay?”
“She’s fine. Physically, anyway. She’s healthy. She’s been living with Darlene Miller for six years. Darlene says Margaret showed up at her door six years ago with a newborn baby. She said the baby was her granddaughter, that the parents didn’t want her. She paid Darlene $500 a month to raise her. Darlene had no idea the baby was stolen. She thought she was doing a good thing.”
“Can we go get her?” James asked, his voice breaking.
“First thing in the morning. The social worker is with her now. She’s going to need time. She’s six years old. She thinks Darlene is her mother. This is going to be very hard on her. On all of you.”
I didn’t care.
I didn’t care how hard it was.
I was going to get my daughter.
I was going to hold her.
I was going to tell her I loved her.
That I’d never let her go again.
The sun came up too slow.
We woke Lily up at five.
We told her we had a surprise for her.
We didn’t tell her what.
Not yet.
The drive to the town took forever.
I sat in the backseat with Lily, holding her hand, staring out the window.
James drove, silent, his face set.
Clara rode with us, a steady, calming presence.
When we finally pulled up to the trailer, a social worker was waiting on the porch.
A little girl stood beside her.
Our little girl.
She was wearing the same pink dress from the photo.
She was clutching a ragged stuffed bear.
She stared at us, her eyes wide and scared.
I got out of the car slowly.
I didn’t want to scare her.
I knelt down, so I was at her level.
“Hi,” I said, my voice trembling. “I’m Emily. This is James. This is Lily. And this is Clara. We’ve been looking for you for a very long time.”
The little girl looked at the social worker.
The social worker nodded gently.
“It’s okay, honey. These people are your real family.”
The little girl looked back at me.
Her eyes filled with tears.
“Darlene says my real mommy didn’t want me.”
My heart shattered.
I shook my head, tears streaming down my face.
“That’s not true. That’s a lie. I wanted you more than anything in the whole world. I loved you before I even met you. Someone very bad took you from me when you were a tiny baby. But I never stopped looking for you. Never.”
I held out my hand.
“Can I hold you?” I whispered.
She hesitated for a long moment.
Then she took a small step forward.
And put her hand in mine.
I pulled her into my arms.
She was real.
She was warm.
She smelled like vanilla and sunshine.
She was my daughter.
My beautiful, perfect daughter.
I’d missed six years of her life.
Six years of first steps.
First words.
First days of school.
Birthdays.
Holidays.
Bedtime stories.
I’d missed all of it.
But I was here now.
And I would never let her go again.
James knelt beside us, crying openly.
He touched her hair, so gently, as if she might break.
“Hi, baby,” he whispered. “I’m your daddy. I’m so sorry it took us so long to find you. I’m so, so sorry.”
She looked at him, then at Lily.
Lily stepped forward, holding out the stuffed unicorn Clara had given her.
“Hi,” Lily said shyly. “I’m your sister. You can have this if you want. It’s magic. It keeps bad things away.”
The little girl looked at the unicorn, then back at Lily.
A tiny smile touched her lips.
She took the unicorn.
“Thank you,” she whispered.
Darlene came out of the trailer then.
She was a big, warm woman with kind eyes.
She was crying too.
“I’m so sorry,” she said to us. “I had no idea. If I’d known, I would have called you years ago. She’s such a good girl. So smart. So sweet. I love her like she was my own.”
“I know,” I said, standing up, still holding our daughter. “Thank you. Thank you for loving her. For taking care of her. For keeping her safe when we couldn’t.”
We stood there for a long time, all of us crying.
The social worker said we could take her home.
She said Darlene could visit whenever she wanted.
That it would be good for her to have continuity.
We agreed immediately.
Darlene had been good to our daughter.
She deserved to be in her life.
As we walked to the car, our daughter—our Grace, we’d already decided to name her Grace—held my hand with one hand and Lily’s with the other.
“Where are we going?” she asked.
“Home,” James said, smiling through his tears. “We’re going home.”
As we pulled away from the trailer, I looked in the rearview mirror.
A car was parked down the street.
Margaret was behind the wheel.
She watched us drive away.
And this time, she wasn’t smiling.
She was screaming.
Banging her fists on the steering wheel.
Because she’d lost.
She’d lost Lily.
She’d lost Grace.
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She’d lost everything.
And for the first time in a long time, I smiled back.